Today I am thankful for:

My dad!!!

what d'u do for someone that has done everything for you? i love my dad so much dat sometimes i forget and just assume that he must know...My dad loves me so much too...most times he doesnt even have to say it. I can hear it in his sad tone every weekend when i have to drive back to school...he eagerly asks "so you are coming home next weekend right?"
Today i saw pain in ma daddy's eyes...i think he was sad because things are hard right now and his resources are streching thin! he looks older than he has in years...his eyes look tired, i can tell he holding alot of things back...maybe he's hoping we can see and just cut him some slack! my lil bro complains there's no food at home...he doesnt understand mortgage and bills and 4 people living on less than 40,000 a year. we all forget that right here and now, in this moment, he's all we've got!
i love ma dad so much dat right now i cant believe i've been soo selfish, so nonchalant. i'm sure he wouldnt want me to worry, he wouldnt want me to carry the weight of his problems on ma chest...so i wont but i think its time he starts reaping! he's sown for sooooo long...God i think its time he starts reaping. Life is good, but it can be 100% better...if only for him. So a prayer for ma Daddy tonite...
Lord u say as long as their is life, there is hope...so God i still hope for better things to come to him...especially wraped for him just to show him how special he is, how magnificent he is, and how deserving he is.

Today i thank God for My dad xx