And so it begins...

Life just seems to suck right now. I cant complain though cause i'm well fed, in school, with some cash flow (even if it is loan money) and in essence just chilling. i have to impending doom of step 1 board exams to think about but even that doesnt seem to shake me. To start with, my roomates' boyfriend (my pseudo roommate) hasnt uttered a word to me since last week friday when i asked him for his share of rent. My people i do bad thing? i was polite and non confrontational and simply reminded him that we were in april...and he hasnt paid a dime of rent since january (even if he has been living with us since august last year...we agreed on spliting rent starting this january cause of his other living arrangements that simplye SUCKED!). And no be say the guy no get the money oh...he was just being lazy and kinda childish in getting it from his folks (both doctors by the way). anyway, the bobo has been carrying face for me since then even if he did mutter some fake ass smile as he gave me half of the 3 months rent. well me i cant shout. we shall live in silence and i shall carry face too. You all will find out that when it comes to issue of money...i aint no freakin push over. i'm learning to be assertive in that regard cause people will definately take ur kindness for granted and conveniently forget to do the right thing. Now if i could only apply that to the rest of my life...anyways...what an intro right? more stories to come on my rocky ass path to self discovery, love and jesus!